So half my weekend is gone, just like this. Didn't seem to do anything today beyond ballet related stuff - mock exam, some self practice, wasting time sewing elastic on shoes just cos the school's preference is to have double 'X' strap.. some games in the morning and some tv in the evening but somehow the events of the day are unsatisfying.
Feeling kinda demoralised as well - I can only see some huge obstacles ahead, lots if fog that needs to be cleared and just insufficient intelligence and talent on my part. Sigh. How I wish I could just waste away the weekend in a blissful haze of tv shows, games, and wandering around outside.
Sigh. Life is hard.
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